Argh.

my father has colon cancer. he's so sick he's unrecognizable.
and i can't do anything cuz he's back at home. D:
but after learning about this, I get more surprising news.

-=[ i can't get my permit. ]=-

(can't find original live birth certificate, so we needed a copy, but the certificate is sealed)

cuz, apparently, I was adopted by my Japanese Step-Granny in 1998 and the name i've been using is my live birth name, not my adopted "legal" name. so they sealed my birth certificate.

also the reason why i was adopted by that woman was so that she could put her money in my name and have less tax. >.<

AND I'm turning sixteen very soon, so i want to be "un-adopted" and erase my "legal" name.

argh.

all of this just because i want my permit D:

and to top it off, i have at least 4 half-siblings on my fathers side that I didn't know about. my sister and cousins have always known though.

what's next? my family is actually from a line of ninja people who stopped training cuz of peace?

this is out of control...

end rant